Life sucks!!!

Why is it that life suck and so dont relationships too and I just dont understand it at all and I thought this guy loved me but I just dont know anymore and I guess that's ok but one of these day I'm going to have to find out all this stuff but right now I dont need to know. Now there is this guy that im into but I dont think he likes me and I dont just want too come out and be like hey I'm into u and I was wanting to know if u want to go out I think he hates me anyway cause we did some stuff and then he never talk too me after that. But u know I think I might just ask him anyways.