Going to Brekeley Springs for ever?

I just hate my life here every thing just does not seem to be going the right way for me. Yesterday I flipped on mom and Jeff and I had things though in at me. Just think I will be better off going to Berkeley Springs and staying with my grandma. I could have just went and moved in with my boyfriend but I told him that I didn't need him to help me. I can't bring him down with me I love him and all but I don't want him to rush into a job and stuff.

It Alway Happens To Me!

        Every week I've been to the doctor for something always going wrong. I hate living with a teacher just because he makes my life so difficult I just want to go to live with my grandma it would proboly go a lot better there then it is going here. I hate how my pappy is not getting any better then he was the last time I saw him he was trying to light his secret with another Sig I thought he was just joking around with us until he still didn't realize that he was doing that I just don't want to see him suffer anymore then he already is I just can't stand to see him like this. Today I have made my mind up I'm going to live with my grandma this summer and the go from there I just can't stand being around all this drama I can't stand having this much stress on my shoulder its like it gets hared and hared to deal with it any more.wow I get these really big head ache from all the stress I have. Then I have this guy that I like so much but I don't know how to ask him because I don't just want to come out and be like do you want to get together with me that just sounds really corny and not only that I want to make sure he likes me to. Going to my dads this weekend and we are going to have so much fun unless Faith comes over to then that will just make me so mad. Faith is a little girl that gets everything that she wants and if you don't give her what she wants then she cry till she gets it.