My day went down the drane when I woke up and he wasn't there. Wow how I miss him and wish i could see him agian. He was the one I told a lot of things and now he's gone. some times i wish i could go see him when there was time but he's so far away. Every one loved him with all there harts and we really miss him. I still some times look for him when i go to my grandmas and when she comes to all my games I still look for him but I could never find him. Other then my dad he was my hero and well he still is but not being able to see him.Not being able to see him all the time really just killes me.
Now I miss this guy alot and wish I could be able to see him agian but i lost him befor I lost my other Pappy and it just wasn't esey knowing that they are both gone and that i will not get to see him agian. Now i missed saying goodbye to him and i didn't want to miss saying it to my other pappy and i love them both so much and i miss them alot. but then agien at lest they are not suffering any more.