Life sucks!!!

Why is it that life suck and so dont relationships too and I just dont understand it at all and I thought this guy loved me but I just dont know anymore and I guess that's ok but one of these day I'm going to have to find out all this stuff but right now I dont need to know. Now there is this guy that im into but I dont think he likes me and I dont just want too come out and be like hey I'm into u and I was wanting to know if u want to go out I think he hates me anyway cause we did some stuff and then he never talk too me after that. But u know I think I might just ask him anyways.

What A Long Day Ahead Of Me

My day went down the drane when I woke up and he wasn't there. Wow how I miss him and wish i could see him agian. He was the one I told a lot of things and now he's gone. some times i wish i could go see him when there was time but he's so far away. Every one loved him with all there harts and we really miss him. I still some times look for him when i go to my grandmas and when she comes to all my games I still look for him but I could never find him. Other then my dad he was my hero and well he still is but  not being able to see him.Not being able to see him all the time really just killes me.
     Now I miss this guy alot and wish I could be able to see him agian but i lost him befor I lost my other Pappy and it just wasn't esey knowing that they are both gone and that i will not get to see him agian. Now i missed saying goodbye to him and i didn't want to miss saying it to my other pappy and i love them both so much and i miss them alot. but then agien at lest they are not suffering any more.

Wow I pass and i'm moving up !!!!!

    I made it through the year and i passed all my classes and now I'm moving on. One more year of school left and all I got to say is hell yea. I've been waiting for this scenes the beginning of school this year. Well I'm just so happy that I got this far and I'm not giving up. I'm as ready as I could ever be and when I graduate I will be Glad to stand up and tell you all good bye.

Sitting In Food And Nutrition !!!

I come and sit and get ready and this class is the up siad to my day but then I get there I see the two boys they are just to loud and I always are just ugh. I just wish it was me and AReEtta  was in this class it would be more fun.

To My Favoret Mommy!

To my " bestest" mommy in the  world  I love my mommy in the whole entire world. Happy Birthday hope you like everything that you got even no it was early. I love you and Happy Birthday.

Mommy's In Training!

This is the mommys in childcare and parenting class. We are learning about the stages of labor  and as you see we are just about ready! I have been experiencing braxton hicks contractions, and I am sure I am beginning the early stage of labor.I can't wait to deliver, as this additional weight is killing me~not to mention, I am constantly hungary :)

 Disclamimer:  Please note, the above pictures  are NOT real, we are actresses! 

Up date blog?

I'm going to play around and try to lank a song to my blog this time. This song I'm  going to put on here is one of my favorite songs. Hope you all like this song to. click here