What A Long Day Ahead Of Me

My day went down the drane when I woke up and he wasn't there. Wow how I miss him and wish i could see him agian. He was the one I told a lot of things and now he's gone. some times i wish i could go see him when there was time but he's so far away. Every one loved him with all there harts and we really miss him. I still some times look for him when i go to my grandmas and when she comes to all my games I still look for him but I could never find him. Other then my dad he was my hero and well he still is but  not being able to see him.Not being able to see him all the time really just killes me.
     Now I miss this guy alot and wish I could be able to see him agian but i lost him befor I lost my other Pappy and it just wasn't esey knowing that they are both gone and that i will not get to see him agian. Now i missed saying goodbye to him and i didn't want to miss saying it to my other pappy and i love them both so much and i miss them alot. but then agien at lest they are not suffering any more.

Wow I pass and i'm moving up !!!!!

    I made it through the year and i passed all my classes and now I'm moving on. One more year of school left and all I got to say is hell yea. I've been waiting for this scenes the beginning of school this year. Well I'm just so happy that I got this far and I'm not giving up. I'm as ready as I could ever be and when I graduate I will be Glad to stand up and tell you all good bye.

Sitting In Food And Nutrition !!!

I come and sit and get ready and this class is the up siad to my day but then I get there I see the two boys they are just to loud and I always are just ugh. I just wish it was me and AReEtta  was in this class it would be more fun.

To My Favoret Mommy!

To my " bestest" mommy in the  world  I love my mommy in the whole entire world. Happy Birthday hope you like everything that you got even no it was early. I love you and Happy Birthday.

Mommy's In Training!

This is the mommys in childcare and parenting class. We are learning about the stages of labor  and as you see we are just about ready! I have been experiencing braxton hicks contractions, and I am sure I am beginning the early stage of labor.I can't wait to deliver, as this additional weight is killing me~not to mention, I am constantly hungary :)

 Disclamimer:  Please note, the above pictures  are NOT real, we are actresses! 

Up date blog?

I'm going to play around and try to lank a song to my blog this time. This song I'm  going to put on here is one of my favorite songs. Hope you all like this song to. click here

Up date blog

Just playing around with my blog. Trying to put a new picture on here. I hope you enjoy reading my blog. We have had fun creating and working on this. I found a picture that I thought was cute, click --> http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://very-bored.com/pics2/cuteanimals/cute-animals-1.JPG&imgrefurl=http://very-bored.com/index.php%3Foption%3Dcom_content%26task%3Dview%26id%3D91%26Itemid%3D1&usg=__s4WXs5CRv9YZtXxJiqmC1kBkZhI=&h=393&w=449&sz=20&hl=en&start=0&zoom=1&tbnid=ciXGoXYuZ3Wk3M:&tbnh=136&tbnw=148&ei=wu66TZbvAuP20gGj68HBBg&prev=/search%3Fq%3Danimals%26hl%3Den%26safe%3Dactive%26sa%3DX%26biw%3D1259%26bih%3D818%26tbm%3Disch%26prmd%3Divnsb&itbs=1&iact=rc&dur=734&page=1&ndsp=27&ved=1t:429,r:1,s:0&tx=98&ty=63

Going to Brekeley Springs for ever?

I just hate my life here every thing just does not seem to be going the right way for me. Yesterday I flipped on mom and Jeff and I had things though in at me. Just think I will be better off going to Berkeley Springs and staying with my grandma. I could have just went and moved in with my boyfriend but I told him that I didn't need him to help me. I can't bring him down with me I love him and all but I don't want him to rush into a job and stuff.

It Alway Happens To Me!

        Every week I've been to the doctor for something always going wrong. I hate living with a teacher just because he makes my life so difficult I just want to go to live with my grandma it would proboly go a lot better there then it is going here. I hate how my pappy is not getting any better then he was the last time I saw him he was trying to light his secret with another Sig I thought he was just joking around with us until he still didn't realize that he was doing that I just don't want to see him suffer anymore then he already is I just can't stand to see him like this. Today I have made my mind up I'm going to live with my grandma this summer and the go from there I just can't stand being around all this drama I can't stand having this much stress on my shoulder its like it gets hared and hared to deal with it any more.wow I get these really big head ache from all the stress I have. Then I have this guy that I like so much but I don't know how to ask him because I don't just want to come out and be like do you want to get together with me that just sounds really corny and not only that I want to make sure he likes me to. Going to my dads this weekend and we are going to have so much fun unless Faith comes over to then that will just make me so mad. Faith is a little girl that gets everything that she wants and if you don't give her what she wants then she cry till she gets it.

Wow Today Has Been Every Bad!

Today is a bad day for me every one else is do better then I am wow. I have not got to talk to my boyfriend yet today and last night my mom and Jeff got in to it because I asked if I could go stay with Katie on Saturday and he said no so I ripped him a new one and that was the last time I talked to him.Now hes trying to be all nice and stuff and I'm not going to for give him it is really really hard to for give some one that sat there and told me no. Well its what ever and me and mom got in to it a few days ago because she told me that I was doing drugs and stuff and how I was lying to her about having a boyfriend and I wasn't lying to her if she would have asked me then I would have told her I mean you can't sit there and say I'm lying when you haven't even asked. But any way tomorrow I have this game in Hancock that odd to be fun with only 5 players that is going to make  me mad real quick but that will be OK. Well I'm so ready to go home and go to bed I don't even want to go to basket ball to night I hart so bad I can't talk it any more. I have to stay here and help set up for the games tonight. I think next year I am going to Berkeley springs high school I think I would have a better  time there then to stay here and getting  into trouble all the time because I can keep my toughs to myself but hey sometimes its better to tell the person how you feel about them then to keep it in because if I let it out then I will get into trouble but hey its not on my shoulders any more then when someone makes me mad I don't end up punching then in the face. But I would rather punch someone that sounds more like fun . Then today Andy and a few others are med at me and I am not to sure what I had done to the other two that are mad at my but Andy is mad at my because I have a boyfriend and he wanted to go out with me again but I'm not going to do that because I have been there and I can't take having someone like him in my life because I am going through a lot right now. But Colton on the other hand is a very sweet and nice boy and I love him a lot I think I found the one I think I want to be with for a very long time. Colton is a very fun and kind young man and that is the kind of person  that i need because I think he could get me though a lot of things. I can't wait to go home and talk to him on facebook  but the good thing is now mom don't mind me being with him now that I had told her.

Wow Doing GREAT

So last weekend I was hanging out with Katie then I stayed with her but be for I got to her house we went to my house to get my close well we was walking and we got maybe half way down my road and these boys jump out from be hind this can and scared me and Katie.Well that is how I meet my boyfriend his name is Colton Young and he lives in Capon wow he is so awesome and I love him so much. I can't wait for Friday he is coming into town and I'm going to get to see him.But now I am going to get back to what I was telling you well after they scared us they had come to Katie's house and we was just hanging then someone had came in the room and turned the lights off and then me and Katie turned them on and the boys are taking there shorts off .