Wow Today Has Been Every Bad!

Today is a bad day for me every one else is do better then I am wow. I have not got to talk to my boyfriend yet today and last night my mom and Jeff got in to it because I asked if I could go stay with Katie on Saturday and he said no so I ripped him a new one and that was the last time I talked to him.Now hes trying to be all nice and stuff and I'm not going to for give him it is really really hard to for give some one that sat there and told me no. Well its what ever and me and mom got in to it a few days ago because she told me that I was doing drugs and stuff and how I was lying to her about having a boyfriend and I wasn't lying to her if she would have asked me then I would have told her I mean you can't sit there and say I'm lying when you haven't even asked. But any way tomorrow I have this game in Hancock that odd to be fun with only 5 players that is going to make  me mad real quick but that will be OK. Well I'm so ready to go home and go to bed I don't even want to go to basket ball to night I hart so bad I can't talk it any more. I have to stay here and help set up for the games tonight. I think next year I am going to Berkeley springs high school I think I would have a better  time there then to stay here and getting  into trouble all the time because I can keep my toughs to myself but hey sometimes its better to tell the person how you feel about them then to keep it in because if I let it out then I will get into trouble but hey its not on my shoulders any more then when someone makes me mad I don't end up punching then in the face. But I would rather punch someone that sounds more like fun . Then today Andy and a few others are med at me and I am not to sure what I had done to the other two that are mad at my but Andy is mad at my because I have a boyfriend and he wanted to go out with me again but I'm not going to do that because I have been there and I can't take having someone like him in my life because I am going through a lot right now. But Colton on the other hand is a very sweet and nice boy and I love him a lot I think I found the one I think I want to be with for a very long time. Colton is a very fun and kind young man and that is the kind of person  that i need because I think he could get me though a lot of things. I can't wait to go home and talk to him on facebook  but the good thing is now mom don't mind me being with him now that I had told her.